Goodbye

I feel the room
I feel the air
I feel myself getting heavy
I feel the looks
I feel the gasps

I know nothing
But I know everything
I see your gaze
I feel your anger
I feel your pain

Words unspoken
Touches un-touched
Us no more
The pain still hurts
The memories won't fade

I simply want
what doesn't exist

I want more
for you to vanish

Take your lies
Take your promises
Take your arms that made me safe once
Take your charm

Go back to her
You crave her
Like you once craved me

Little does she know
what's in store for her
The pain
The lies
The hurtful path you leave behind

Theres no room in my heart
It's slowly pushed you out
What we once had
Was nothing more
Than nothing.

Goodbye

Why?

Where are you going?
Please come back to me.
What did I do to deserve this?
Everyone does it...
I should be use to it by now
I can't stop thinking
How different things could be
If only we had tried
If only those words hadn't been spoken
I feel dark and tired on the inside
I wanna lay down and go to sleep
I can't though
for if I do...
I'll only dream of you
It can't be
Tell me it's not true
Please, I beg of you
Let me be
Set me free for once
Let me fly high above the sky
In the clouds I ponder
Why?
Will it ever end?
Will this ride ever come to a stop?
How far can we go?
Please I beg of you
Please just let it end.

Drifting Away

My love grew stronger
each and every day,
but you only said no
in the nicest possible way
"I like her but.."
make me think I have a chance
calling me, holding me,
even asking me to dance.
Why do you do this to me?
Hurt me, with his game?
Trying to be sweet, but,
in the end only causing pain
Do you know what you do?
Make me cry in my sleep?
That look you give me
makes my heart miss a beat.
I give up, you know
I'm not a play thing
not a possession to be bought
like a shiny diamond ring.
Try to say you didn't mean it,
Always meant to be true,
I'm done with this game
Guess what, I'm through.
Sick of the times, alone
wanting to hear your voice
stuck inside, by the phone,
To find out your with her.
I thought she was my friend
honest true, you know
Best friends till the end.
This only proves me right
I cant stand to feel it,
I'm falling out of love
candle burned out no longer lit
The pain you caused me
has no name, I say.
It hurts, when I look at you,
So i know, I'm drifting away..
for sure...

Us

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.